Instead of working out extra hard yesterday I walked around all day pissy and ate ice cream before bed....*Bangs head on desk*
Why am I pissy. Eh I hate being told one thing then they tell Joe something different.Money of course,Joes friend that annoys me to no end,My friend is being completely stupid once again,I'm suppose to be looking forward to seeing my favorite aunt EVER who I'm seeing for the first time in two years...and being broke is not really how I wanna go into this visit. AHHHH. Those are the only reasons. Nothing major just nagging irritating reasons. Then today I notice Joe got up at around 4:45...he usually gets up at 5 and put the computer on...HM do I even dare look at my history and kill him then go to jail???? OH for you who do not know...I do not tolerate porn.End of discussion. I will whoop your ass if you try egging on my husband or think its fine to do when your MARRIED. I don't give a flying diamond what you do in your college days or your high school days but here and now you knock the crap off. =) Yea I'm mean...bad and mean! haha
Its 61 out!!! Fall?? Little insight I love fall I don't love fall. September....I don't do so good with that month...at the beginning and at the end of August you all will just see a huge change in my personality,how I carry myself,how I dress... September 7th...That and November 21st(think that's right,I get really dumb when start even thinking about this topic) so I guess where I'm going with this is..I apologize now for the way I act for the stupid things I might do or say. I get this way every year around this time. I do around Thanksgiving too. What it comes down too is I after 20yrs(it will be on Sept 7th)still do not and can't accept the death of my brother. I get mean,I get hostile,I get depressed...it varies. I tend to take things out on people even more if they have no clue of why I'm upset. Fall is so beautiful. So colorful.So cooling.So refreshing.My birthday falls in October.Thanksgiving.Halloween(Even though I don't celebrate all of it)No trick or treating in this house)
I love picture taking all fall ,I never stop. And lets not forget my middle name is..Autumn. =) Little upset I have to stop wearing mini skirts lol.
Ah well.Kids are still sleeping,I have no idea what we are doing today. Took out chicken for dinner. Feels odd being in pants haha
Love you all.Remember if you had no idea till now why I am acting like a down right bitch and taking everything and over analyzing it and being just a pain in the ass....there's a reason. =( I do it even more to people who heard of him,saw him a few times,knew him slightly...knew of him...w/e..I tend to take my pain out on them even more.
Tootles
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